Guess stress is building up in me again. How i wish this week will be over soon!!!! Gotta be observed and that is causing me to have nightmares everynight!

Last night, i forced myself to sleep early but in vain. I cant rem what time did i fall asleep. perhaps 2.45am? I rem waking up at 3am, thinking that it was 6am and im gg to be late! As usual i hurry like no one's business.. and when i turn back to look at the clock, it's like onli 3am! Then i couldnt believe my eyes thought im like super duper happy. So i gotta check the time from various sources.

1. i looked at my hp.. ok 3am.
2. i checked my alarm clock no.1... ok 3am.
3. i checked the time shown by the dvd player. ok 3am.
4. i looked at the time displayed by the scv receiver. ok 3am!
5. i checked the time shown on my alarm clock no.2. OK CONFIRM 3AM!

And up i go.. back to bed.

6am came and i woke up with a jump again. And i tried to lied to myself tt .. no it is just 4am. hahahaha but luckily i managed to wake up.

I told gillian about this and she says this is all the doings of Mr Stress. Hmm.. can u leave me alone? A little bit of u makes me motivated to work harder but i've having too much of u! :< I was reading the reflections today and i felt so guilty. "If only you are not angry with us" "If only you dont scold us" "If only we did not make u angry" ... I realised the power of a smile. It brightens up everyday's one. I will try. Serious. Sidetrack a little.. Do u know when i started liking poka dots? Not during recent years... i think this fetish has started since i was young! SEE BELOW! my clothes are poka dot.. trendy k! and the background is like full of dots too!!!! hahahahaha