22 10 08

Finally 1 down.. not really to. But 90% of this project is done, only left with that important yet irritating 10%. Well, really upset la. People just cant be bothered to help then there's nothing i can do too right. Take it easy.

Sometimes i wonder.. is it cause im asking for too much? Am i just too incapable? Or im too perfectionist wannabe? No idea.

Anyway.. no one will care if im stressed out or whether i can take it or not lor. It is a dog-eat-dog society.. u have to survive on your own. And i guess im in the process of learning how to survive and maintain a good mood.

Jia You Gina la k... Perhaps u can do it afterall. On your own. Happily. Successfully.

On a sidenote, i finally finish my 167-episode korean drama. Im gonna miss the shi zhang guy hahaa. Starting on the taiwanese drama now. Bye!

21 10 08

Totally forgot that it is mummy's bday until late afternn when i saw the date! Quite paiseh but i managed to wish her happy birthday over the phone. I think that, as one grows older, it gets more embarrassed to wish my parents things like that or to do childish or sweet things in front of them.

I hesitated for very long before i drove to TM to get my fav choc exotic for my mummy. And as i drove back home, i got a little nervous. How to present the cake to her? Shd i light up the candle? Must i sing her a bday song? How would she react? Luckily i could bring myself to light up the candle and stood by the stairs as she walked up. Well, i din sing her any songs la.. i was in fact acting as if i was in a hurry! Cause im afraid the cake will melt hahahaa.

Mummy was happy, i know. And that made me feel good and that what i did seem correct. And you know what? As a woman feels doted, she will treat you nice. Hahahaa im talking about my mother. I was treated nicely all night long.. well done. hahahahaa how i wish i can feel this happy everynight at home! :p

I feel rather tired at work. It seems like fighting the battle on my own. With advisers that use their mouths only. With opponents who never fail to give me lotsa troubles. I love my job but this helpless feeling is fading my love for the job. Perhaps im not that capable and independent afterall..

I miss Fredy. I wonder how is he now... And i hope Rahman will stay. If he leaves, i foresee the helpless feeling to increase like no one's business. But tt's life la.. people come and go.

Oh Kahyang is so interesting.. he told me lotsa things about my Water element. things i should do.. things i shouldnt do. I shall follow his advice to see if things change for the better! :p

Time is never enough. I havent prepare the notes for next week... :( i havent get to meet many of my friends.. like eileen zeff xjw jason weilin gillian dominic weeleng etc. Gosh... yet i spent lotsa time on dvd everynight. Hahah ironic.

Alright.. if u know me well, you should know im logging off now to watch dvd!

Nitez!

07 10 08

I'm back again to blog! This indicates i'm having less task to complete these few nights! :)

I'm very excited about my 2 year end trips - Taiwan and Australia. How i wish Nov will come soon! But at the same time im worried, cause of my illness.. hopefully my body and health wont give way when im overseas.

Talking about my illness, i went Tan Tock Seng yday for my 4th Doc Review. 4 times there and i'm so so so familiar with the place! Ahem.. quite proud of myself!

There's 2 incentives for going Tan Tock Seng.. 1. I can go to one of my fav korean fashion shop there. And i always manage to buy some clothes there, in fact, too many. I spent like a bomb there already and I'm feeling a little guilty. 2. i get to meet xt for dinner.

So yday... i'm supposed to take my blood test at 230pm, and see the doc at 4pm. So for that 1.5hrs in between, i walked over to the shopping centre next door and patronised my fav shop. I tried my best to curb my spending.. so i bought only 1 3-quarters! Well-done! [oh cause usually i buy like 4 or 5 pieces] Ya then i ate my fav Yami yogurt, and siew mai. And i continued to shop around. The hardworking me decided to walk back to TTSH foodcourt to do some work... so i went back at 3.20pm and did my work there till 3.55pm. Then i proceeded to wait outside the doc's room and continued doing my work. Then i dozed off. and woke up. And finished my work. And it is still not my turn!!!!!!!!!

I dont understand.. what's the point of making an appt when the time is like way off?! A 4pm appt can be stretched till 6pm?! Just to see the doc for like 7 minutes requires my whole afternn?! Haix.. it is a real waste of time. But aiyah, nvm la cause i get to buy clothes. MUAHAHAA..

Ok, just now i went for my acupuncture. And my sinseh said my face is like rounder le lor! See la the steroids!! UPSET but nvm, cause sinseh very nice, he help me poke poke and said hopefully the needle helps hahahaa

Ok BYEEE. Time for work.

06 10 08

Ooooh i feel ashamed. For not updating my blog for like 3 whole months? PLuS. hahaa