For the first time, i feel that im beginning to be on better terms with my parents. It really takes 2 hands to clap for a relationship to improve. I think my parents are getting old and you know.. as ppl grow old, they then to crave for more attn and they tend to be slightly more childish. And i think my dad is like that now though he's only like 57. He wants ppl to show concern, to buy things for him, to treat him etc etc.. and i feel guilty having to find out at such a late timing. I dont know when it started but i always have this mentality that he's indept n he has no time to even care if i care or not. So our only communication is "papa i've come home" ..tt's all. But now my parents will sometimes come my rm to talk crap. I mean they dont sit down n chat la.. but just fake fake walk in, pretending to talk to my dog... then shun bian talk to me. Then suan me a bit here n there.. say me a bit here n there etc.

There's now more laughter in my house which im really appreciating. And i yearn for more. People say that we shdnt talk too much abt smthg gd if not it will disappear.. but im blogging in case i forgot tt there's once i feel happy w my family. Of coz, lets hope the laughter wont disappear.

Alright.. 1 more day to my hongkong trip w the ss? I dint really bother to count the hrs actually.. anyway im supposed to reach airport at 4am on 14th nov. And im having staff annual dinner tml night at furama ... wat a busy day. Oh well.. im gg to miss watching dvd! hahahaa