Faith energizes, Fear paralyzes

It is only Week One and i'm drained, both physically and mentally.
I yearn for afternoon naps, longer night sleeps, better quality sleeps and more time for... DVDs. You know, im behind schedule for my DVDs, to think that im still stucked at the last disc of the Lan Qiu Huo! Aiyo, it has been 2 weeks you know.

Back to work.. perhaps im asking too much of myself? Or perhaps im just not efficient enough? I cant seem to manage my time well. I dont walk around to chit chat with my colleagues, i have not gone opposite to have lunch w my colleague in 2009 and you know, i din even see Marie and Eugene in school today lor! :( Ok la, got walk past them hahaha.

Everynight when i lie on my bed, i smile [ as usual ]... then i close my eyes.. and i start thinking about work. I cant control my thoughts. Ya... and on top of that.. i fear that i will oversleep the next day. So i kept waking up at odd hours. That's quite bad.

Anyway, that's why i chose that 4 words as my title of this entry. This was what i learnt from one of my courses.


Faith energizes, fear paralyzes.


I like them a lot. And i believe in this phrase. I shouldnt fear.. i should have faith in myself. And of course, give it my best shot in everything i do. Same goes for others.. i shouldnt make them fear the subject. They gotta have faith in themselves, and in me. Work hard bah! :D

I havent seen ros and mh for quite some time. Hope both of you are doing well! I want go shopping.... hahahaha

B A C K T O W O R K.