I'm Problematic :(

I had a bad day at work today. But this entry is not based on today's incidents only... As i look back, i think im always upset by how i treat others and how i get treated. I wouldnt say i did nothing wrong or i did something wrong but somehow things just go wrong? And im unable to make things right?

Or am i the one who caused things to go wrong?

I hate this feeling. I feel guilty, i feel angry.

Haix, perhaps it's time to go for some communication workshop.

Or at least... perhaps it's time to zip my mouth, freeze my heart and clog my brain. Nothing goes in nothing comes out. Just work.