Work is Back!


I had difficulty falling asleep on 1st jan! Too nervous to go work + Too scared that i will oversleep!


Glad that i woke up on time BUT i only reach my workplace just in time. I just cant find anything suitable to wear! And this spoilt my mood for the day. Everyone is in their new clothes, looking refreshed and good. All of them seems to be successful in finding a new style of dressing, except ME!

And you know, on friday, i met up with Weeleng and i told myself i will devote my whole weekend to work! But the first thing i did when i woke up on Saturday was to call Marie and jioed her to PP for kopi session + walkwalk. Then i told her.. ok i will spend my whole night doing work... but i ended up chatting with Melissa online! :(

Mel: what are you doing?
Gin: im in the midst of taking out my laptop to start work.

Half an hour later...
Mel: How's work?
Gin: I'm still trying to get my laptop out!

SEE! that's how inefficient i am. :(

Ya... so i wasted my weekend. And last night, i didnt sleep well. I worry about this worry about that, but before i went to bed.. i din know that subconsciously, im worried! Ironic? I'm confused too.

So i woke up at 3am... stoned there for like 15min, trying to think how to allow myself to have more time to sleep. But it is like a waste of time. After taking 3 looks at the wall clock, alarm clock and hp, i went back to bed. And i woke up at 4am. Then 5am. Then 5.30am. Then 6am. Then 6.10am. Then YA there's no time to lose!!!

Luckily i chose my clothes last night! Ya so, i wasnt late for work! heheeee. So proud.

OK, i gotta go back to my work. I must be on the ball !!!!!!!!