Worthwhile..

Bond is soon to be due... but after serious thoughts, is the bond the culprit that has been holding me back in this line? I do not know.

I'm quite happy at work today, though it is one of the longest day of the week. I enjoyed most of the lessons and wy really made my day. No worries Ros, wy is not weiyang. lol.

wy has been exceptionally good these days. He has been responsible, helpful and he shows better attitude towards studies. I usually wont blog about all these but i really would like to jot down this so that i will remember in future.

I do not know if he is like that for all lessons, but i do know that he really gives me face and wants me to be feel happy. He has beeen a really really good assistant this week and i really hope this will last. Ok, here comes the thing that touched me the most.

He was sent for detention in the afternoon. Knowing that, he asked me in advanced if im free in the afternn. I said ya, after 4pm, and he pondered, and asked me to go look for him. I was puzzled. It turned out that he was trying to get me to teach him. Cause usually, when he talks about afternoons, my replies will always be "im very free to teach u" and he will go "ahhhh dont want dont want. dont need dont need" ...but today, he himself offered to do so?!

So ya, it was decided that i will go look for him and e others at 4pm. But I was held up at the meeting till 430pm. So when i went down, the room was already locked. Then i saw them walking towards me from the bball court... all in sweat. They told me that the detention ended long ago and they purposely stayed back because of me! Just because it was decided that i will come down to teach them. At that moment, i was lost for words. Totally lost. I know no one will understand how i feel, because none knows them.

4 notorious boys waiting for you just because you agreed to teach them... i still cant believe it. I'm not trying to say im good la, but ya, im still cant believe it. They could have just send me a message and leave. But they didnt.

So wy proposed to go to the comp lab to learn cpa but i suggested to learn maths instead. Anyway, im not their maths teacher, it's weien. And i brought weien down with me, because i would like to create a bonding opportunity for them.

And so, we went to the canteen and started doing maths. I coached wy and weien handled yh, js and ks. The thought of these 4 boys sitting in the canteen, doing maths willingly, is really beautiful. One moment that i would never ever forget. I cant rem how long the session was... probably an hour?

No one complained or grumbled during the session. All enjoyed, including wy. All the rough papers that i brought down were used up. And they helped one another. Wy is a very bright boy.. he can catch the concept fast and he can skip the steps without making any mistakes. We did 13 questions on equations and stopped because we ran out of paper. The others were still attempting and wy actually took a look at their papers, and tried out the other questions written on the papers!

Weien gave them a question as a form of competition at the end and all of them managed to get it right. Wy was of course the first one to solve it and i could see the beam in his face. Really prooud of him, not cause of his intelligence, but rather more of his actions and behaviour this week. I know he can be very naughty and playful and stubborn, but as long as he behaves and performs well in front of me, he is a good boy. Same goes for yh, js and ks.

I like all of them, though many others get a little shocked when they know how i feel. I guess it is the different type of behaviour they portray. Sometimes they can be mischievious, but perhaps, they just need more attention. more concern.

Alright, sorry to bore you with things and people that you all dont know. Hahahaa. i would like to share my joy. But suddenly i realised this is like an entry in foreign language hahahaha. Well, im someone happy today. Or rather, today is a meaningful day to me.

Hopefully, such feelings will last through the year. Oh let me say one last thing. Im not too sure if i have said this before, but if i can see a person change for the better this year, e person would be wy. Really hope to see him grow mature and sensible, less playful, more hardworking, have more confidence in himself.

Long entry... heehe :D Back to work. lol.