Life? No Life?

Everyone is leading such a hectic lifestyle here in Singapore.. i wonder if all of us really make it a point to leave some personal space for oneself to relax and reflect.

Looking back at the past, i miss the times when im feeling bored at home. Sleep till i feel good, watch DVD like no day and night, staring at the ceiling and just refuse to get out of bed etc. I miss those times..

Now, i dont even have time to stare at my ceiling. All i do is to give myself a sincere sweet smile the first moment i lie down on my bed everynight. That marks the end of my day!

After a couple of hours, i gotta drag myself out of bed, with the fear that 7am has past! It's equivalent to waking up in shock! But i guess this is quite common right? :p

Will i be able to accept the pay cut and settle for a job with a lesser workload? I guess, if this can bring more life in me, i would. But there again, i do enjoy certain aspects of my current job. That's the dilemma.

Last night, there was STRONG wind over at my area. Initially i thought it was raining. Looked out, i was wrong. The wind was as if there's a tornado coming! Or perhaps a spaceship is landing! You know, just like the scene in Chicken Little!

I put my hand out of the window.... felt the cold wind blowing against my palm. It was quite relaxing. I was feeling a little scared at the same time la... dont know if any branch of the tree will break n fly in my direction, or any insects will seek shelter in my room etc. But still, it was a relaxing moment for me. I listen hard to the sound of the strong wind. It resemble those of the waves... so for a moment, i have the desire to go ECP one of these nights! Hahaa

Ok, enough of personal time for myself to blog. Back to work. Good night!