Upset

Ever feel so upset on your way home and yet gotta put on a happy look when u enter your house? My eyes were so red and watery in the car .. i thought i could banish the thoughts once i see my dogs. Too bad, before i even open the door, my mum's car arrived and i gotta blink ultra fast to get those tears away.

To be upset is bad enough, having to act is worse.

I'm in a bad mood now. Today, someone said something unnice to me in front of all others. I felt it wasnt fair to me at all. I dont think im in the wrong. But i dnt know how the audience felt. He didnt scold me but it was obvious that it is directed at me, personally.

If you think im not up to it, then do something about it. Surpass me, dont slack please. If you decide to do nothing about it, then dont even say anything.

Luckily i have foresee such things and everything has been written in black and white since january, if not i dont think i can get out of this mess. But i know, even with the evidence, he still doesnt agree with me.

Actually i think i know why he is so pissed. It is not with the completing of the work, but rather the delegation of job. Ya, i think that's e reason. But there again, i can always justify my decision, ie, the delegation of the job. And i guess anyone who is logical will agree with me.

Seems like he is not tt good with ratio afterall. It is just like shares.. you buy more, you own more and in e end you get more profit if the shares decide to rise. Same thing goes.. you own more, you lose more when the shares drop.

Well, PISSED. Sometimes, adults are worse than kids.