Sunday, January 31, 2010.
I just had a terrible day at work. Everything seems to go wrong. I don't feel at peace.
Lessons just ended and I am hungry. But no appetite. I just wanna escape to somewhere without work.
I doubt I smiled today.
Morning, L said smthg which I deemed rude. Afterall in my 4yrs here, I had nv known tt 'that' is the FT's duty. She said 'hey u r the FT, so u shd....' sorry but all along, I tot this matter is under DC! Anyway I feel the msg can b put across nicely, at somewhere not tt public.
CPA, I forgot to bring their thumbdrives. How stupid of me.
Recess, helmi enlightened me and I realized I had solve e sum in an incorrect manner last week. I feel so upset n lousy. I hope they won't blame me.
AM, I felt like I didn't, or perhaps, couldn't deliver e concept well across to them. My brain ain't moving fast.
Extra lesson, the noise irritated me. And with all the little problems here n there... I ended with a black face. Sometimes I wonder, m I having too high expectations, of them, and of me.
Feel so terrible. And the pile of unfinished work worsen the situation.
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