It is 3am now.. I can't get to sleep and I wonder why. Tmr's gonna be tough... Long working hours and I m still wide awake now!

I had been tossing and turning since 1.30am. But the brain is just so active. Maybe because im too engrossed in 宫心计, that's y I started recalling how scheming and bad others are. I thought of the times when ppl tried to go against me, ppl shouted at me 'in public', ppl stole my stuff, ppl sent me prank smses, ppl gave me poor quality work, ppl pushed their work to me, ppl accused me, ppl spreaded tales abt me etc. And yes, all mentioned are adults. What a shame. And I got influenced and I even thought of paying back. An eye for an eye, worthwhile? I m not as vicious as them. And I hope I won't be.

As i thought of all those, I felt like I had been living in pain and in fear. I m now suspicious of everything and of most people. I feel like escaping. But the route ahead doesn't seem clear and sunny as well. No wonder they say life is all about adaption and survival skills.

I ve popped a flu tablet but how come I m not drowsy?! And now I regret taking it.. Shit.. I hope I won't oversleep tmr!!

3 random photos before I end the entry.



Popeye's meal with mh n xt -_-v


I sent this to mh, in case her mother misses me! Long story behind.. But I did it! And that girl says she is afraid to show her mum! 真是的！that scary? K la, a little. Coz (1) I wore specs (2) no makeup (3) can't see my hair clearly haha


A birthday gift from Da Sao! Products from Etude House.. I ve not tried before, kinda excited actually! Esp the oxygen mask! The blusher looks so sweet!! But I dun really like to dap dap, prefer brush haha. Anyway, appreciates the gift!

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